dead cells

I could write...

...about those who defend the indefensible. Of cults of sports and personality, of men in power who do horrible things and those who enable it.

...about the awkward moments of feeling fake when dealing with fake people, of self preservation and the fragile dynamics of small talk.

...about hearing so many people talk about the military and how much good it does for kids and shudder inwardly, knowing that if I say anything I'll sound crazy.

...about how I haven't been writing my paper.
...about how I haven't been writing anything else.
...about how I haven't written someone a letter because I'm too shy to.

...about the pending weekend.

I just don't know what to say. Did I ever?